I'm tired of everything that has been happening lately...don't know what's goin on with me...
I'm tired of hurting...
I'm tired of pain...
I'm tired of thinking...
I'm tired of me hiding my feelings!...
I'm tired of "explaining" things...
arggghhh... it just kills me!
People may see me strong when actually I am the most weakest of the weak!!!
I just felt so misunderstood...
I felt that nobody's listening...
nobody sees me!
nobody knew me!...the REAL me!
I'm so tired of feeling all of these! *GOD help!*

I'm such a coward!

I don't know how it started...I just woke up one day and VIOLA!!! I'm feeling all of these! all emotions kept pouring in...It's so hard! even harder than I expected! I can't even handle my own self now...F**k!
Good thing is I'm good at wearing MASK. Thanks for that "gift".

But I'm tired!

I wanted to scream as hard as I can...run as fast as I can...


uhmm....GOD what's the sense of me being a Psychologist?!



Current song: Warrior is a child

Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazingI'm strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of meI'm hiding all the tears

Chorus:
They don't know that I come running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while(Look up for His smile)
'Coz deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child (Aahhh)
Unafraid because His arrow is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that I'm amazingI never face retreat, oh no
But they don't see the enemies
That lay me at His feet

Chorus:
They don't know that I come running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while(Look up for His smile)
'Coz deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child (Aahhh)
They don't know that I come running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while(Look up for His smile)
'Coz deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child (Aahhh)