My new Life

At dahil ang last post ko eh ang baby shower, eto na sya ngayon. Presenting my Baby, Danielle Allyssa :)

I am BACK!!!

After almost 4 yrs...am back into blogging again! wuhoooooo. Can someone pls. tell me how to start :)

Baby Shower

Last night I had my Baby Shower...ay mali di pala para sa 'kin, para kay baby pala..hehe...Oh Well, It was soooooooo fun!!! My Baby got loads of Present...while mommy (of course that's me!!!) enjoyed opening the gifts...haha

Without my friends here "in the desert" I wouldn't have experience all those "showers" They're the same group of friends who gave me a Bridal shower as well...THANK YOU GUYS FOR EVERYTHING!!!! It couldn't be any greater! :)








Crib full of Gifts!

*sigh*

I got mixed emotion today....

Happy 'coz I get to see my baby "in my tummy" I got ultrasound today and I got his/her picture with me, and it's facing in front of the "camera" =)
(I don't know yet the gender 'coz it's only 14 weeks and it will not be that visible yet).
hmmm...feeling ko nga kamukha ko eh (thank GOD!)...hehe...katuwa nga eh! sympre tuwa din nmn ang daddy @ ang lolo, mas xcited pa ata! ha ha (after check up tawag agad sa phone to check if the baby's OK, my contract na nga ang APO...sila daw mag aalaga!....*/me...oh sure why not!!!...Para sa inyo talaga to honestly! =))


Oh well, I can feel Christmas! s***!!!
I wanted to go home...not this Christmas though but on January....but I can't!!! ='(
Now, I just can't do anything I wish to do...I can't be carefree or careless anymore! (oh being a married woman is like this!...I just realized!).


I wanted to see my family back home...I wanted to see my friends...But my life is different now... my "family" is here...and I just can't leave him alone!!!
( I have to face the fact that "M-Y- L-I-F-E- I-S- D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T- N-O-W!!!")
Oh..I'll miss Tita and her family 'coz I heard they're all coming home....hayyy..../me hinga malalim
(Ayoko na lang isipin kc it makes me sad).

I have may reasons naman to go home...But I have to listen to his reasons as well...so 'yon...
( I wanted to be a "GOOD" wife nman kahit pano...


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And still learning =))


Pasko na!!!!!
And...my wish for christmas???!!!
I bet you know! ....(do you?)

42 days before Christmas hayyyy...time really flies so fast...MYGULAYYY!!! So many things happened this year for me and nxt year panibago na naman...As in sobrang mababago talaga mundo ko! But I'm pretty excited though.

Oh well
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still I can't hide the fact that I missed my "old, boring, care-free" life. I missed my old friends (as always) esp. my B-friend...I missed us being together...we being care-free and all, esp spending Christmas together (the simbang gabi's...haaaayyy...the Star City or EK trips)! But we can't go back now...WE have separate lives now...I have a new life now and I'm happy with what I have now! I'm happy with my life (and I just wish she is too).

Ok ok it's just the weather...magpapasko na kc eh! I always felt this way tuwing malapit na mag pasko eh....ewan ko nga ba!


Oh well, just heard this Christmas jingle at ito naman ang bagong theme song ko this year!


TULOY NA TULOY PA RIN ANG PASKO

O bakit kaya tuwing Pasko ay
dumarating na
ang bawa’t isa’y para bang
namomroblema
hindi mo alam ang regalong ibibigay
ngayong kay hirap na nitong ating buhay
Meron pa kayang caroling at noche buena
kung tayo naman ay kapos at wala nang pera
nakakahiya kung muling pagtaguan mo
ang ‘yong mga inaanak sa araw ng Pasko.

Ngunit kahit na anong mangyari
ang pag-ibig sana’y maghari
sapat nang si Hesus ang kasama mo
tuloy na tuloy parin ang pasko
Mabuti pa nga ang Pasko noong isang taon
sa ating hapag mayroong keso de bola’t hamon
baka sa gipit, Happy New Year mapo-postpone
at ang hamon ay mauuwi sa bagoong

Ngunit kahit na anong mangyari
ang pag-ibig sana’y maghari
sapat nang si Hesus ang kasama mo
tuloy na tuloy parin ang pasko

Ngunit kahit na anong mangyari
ang pag-ibig sana’y maghari
sapat nang si Hesus ang kasama mo
tuloy na tuloy parin ang pasko

Tuloy na tuloy pa rin (Tuloy na tuloy pa rin)
tuloy na tuloy pa rin (Tuloy na tuloy pa rin)
tuloy na tuloy pa rin ang Pasko
tuloy na tuloy pa rin ang Pasko

The Greatest Gift

Last month was my birthday and yes I've got the best gift ever!!!! the greatest gift that every woman could ask for... But the thing is I cannot see it yet not until after NINE MONTHS!!! oh well...yes you bet!!! IT'S CONFIRMED =)

Though I'm very excited I cannot hide the fact that I'm really afraid...

...Of what?!


...Oh I don't know


...Maybe of carrying him/her for 9 months...of giving birth...of the child's future...of the unknown! dammit!!!

..... hmm.... Am I still normal?! waaaaaaaa..... is this what you call "motherhood JITTERS" (if there's such a word)....mas mahirap yung feeling kesa sa magpakasal...HONESTLY!

>>> Hindi ako nagrereklamo or something honestly I'm very grateful and I'm very proud kase di pala ako baog (Thank Goodness!)

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I'm just really afraid =(

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But still thankful...And Proud (ay paulit ulit lang...hangkulit!!!)


CONGRATULATION TO ME to US and the SOON-to-be GRAND PARENTS!!! he he he

Surbey

Since wala akong maisip na isulat dito sa blog ko (boring kase buhay ko tlga eh...hehehe) sasagot n lang ako ng mga ilang katanungang may kinalaman sa akin (duh! natural kanino pa ba! bwahehehe)
Sleep with or without clothes on?	with clothes on
Prefer black or blue pens?	hmmm..Black.
Dress up on Halloween?	nope..i don't go on halloween party
Like to travel?	yup
Like Someone?	of course!
Do they know?	yes
Who sleeps with you every night?	my hubby who else?!
Think you're attractive?	uhmmm....for me yes! *winks*
Want to get married?	just married...hehe
To:	my Di
Are you a good student?	I can say I am
Are you currently happy?	yes i am
Have you ever cheated?? Been cheated on?	I have been cheated! to bad...tsk tsk tsk
Birthplace?	Valenzuela, Philippines
Christmas or Halloween?	Chritmas definetely!
Colored or black-and-white photo?	colored
Do long distance relationships work?	yup...it did work for us...so I can say yes! Depende na lng kung pano i-handle ng nasa relasyon yon.
Do you believe in astrology?	not really...
Do you believe in love at first sight?	I used to
Do you consider yourself the life of the party?	nah...
Do you drink?	before uu...pero now nkikita ko pa lng ung alak NASUSUKA nko...don\'t know why!
Do you make fun of people?	no that\'s bad!
Do you think dreams eventually come true?	it did for me!
Favorite fictional character?	hmmm... I can\'t think of anyone
Go to the movies or rent?	depends pag me budget, I\'d rather go for the BIG screen...
Have you ever moved?	country?... yup!
Have you ever stolen anything?	uhmm.....maybe... =)
How's the weather right now?	Humid & hot...
Last time you cut your hair?	last May
Last person you talked to on the phone?	My hubby
Last time you showered?	just 15 mins. ago...
Loud or soft music?	depends on my mood....If I\'m Mad i\'ll go for loud music...If I wanted to sleep...sympre soft music...love songs in particular
Mcdonalds or Burger King?	Mc Donalds
Night or day?	Hmmm.....
Number of pillows?	4
Piano or guitar?	guitar
Future job?	I dunno....sana sa HR naman....
Current job?	Admin. Asst.
Current love?	My Hubby
Current longing?	My Hubby....My friends way back in pinas
Current disappointment?	wala naman
Current annoyance?
Last thing you ate?	squid balls after that rice + tinolang manok naman
Last thing you bought?	clothes for my kiddos in pinas (christmas gifts)
Most recent thing you are looking forward to?	baby stuffs....I\'m xcited!
What are you hearing right now?	Radio dko lam song eh...
Plans for the weekend?	Weekend is over too bad!!! kakatamad syeetttt!
What did you do today?	sleep...eat...lay down...watch tv...tsk tsk tsk...not very productive huh!
Pick a lyric, any lyric or song?	love moves in mysterious ways
Pick a movie quote?	"you had me at hello!" =)

"BER"

O well, It's "BER" month again...time really flies so fast!!! gravveeeehhhh

BER month means my Birthday....waaaaaaaaaaa....madadagdagan na naman edad ko....nyahahaha I will be turning 26! ohmygas! 4 yrs to go and i'll be 30!!! huwat?! I wonder what my life would be that time...hmmmm...

BER month means...Halloween!!! I missed 4 yrs of Halloween and All Souls day in pinas! I missed the katatakutan while watching Magandang Gabi Bayan...Lighting candles outside our house...hearing the manang's carolling...about souls or something (I dunno what its called)...wearing RED nightdress para daw di lapitan ng mumo...hehe

BER means of course CHRISTMAS & NEW YEAR! haayyyy...I'll miss it again! Though my family are here my hubby is here but I can still feel a pang of sadness!!! iba pa din kase ang pasko sa pinas! I'll miss the simbang gabi...the bibingka & puto bungbong...lugaw sa madaling araw....*hinga malalim* and of course I'll miss all of my friends...I'll miss shopping, wrapping & giving gifts to all of my inaanak. I will miss all of them... I missed Christmas gimiks! I just missed everyone!


Ok enough of the drama...I just missed my Di b'coz today is his first day @ work and hindi pa kame nagkikita. I don't know ano oras ang out nya, di kase sya binigyan ng sched agad eh!