Last month was my birthday and yes I've got the best gift ever!!!! the greatest gift that every woman could ask for... But the thing is I cannot see it yet not until after NINE MONTHS!!! oh well...yes you bet!!! IT'S CONFIRMED =)
Though I'm very excited I cannot hide the fact that I'm really afraid...
...Of what?!
...Oh I don't know
...Maybe of carrying him/her for 9 months...of giving birth...of the child's future...of the unknown! dammit!!!
..... hmm.... Am I still normal?! waaaaaaaa..... is this what you call "motherhood JITTERS" (if there's such a word)....mas mahirap yung feeling kesa sa magpakasal...HONESTLY!
>>> Hindi ako nagrereklamo or something honestly I'm very grateful and I'm very proud kase di pala ako baog (Thank Goodness!)
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I'm just really afraid =(
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But still thankful...And Proud (ay paulit ulit lang...hangkulit!!!)
CONGRATULATION TO ME to US and the SOON-to-be GRAND PARENTS!!! he he he
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