Wednesday, November 29, 2006

*sigh*

I got mixed emotion today....

Happy 'coz I get to see my baby "in my tummy" I got ultrasound today and I got his/her picture with me, and it's facing in front of the "camera" =)
(I don't know yet the gender 'coz it's only 14 weeks and it will not be that visible yet).
hmmm...feeling ko nga kamukha ko eh (thank GOD!)...hehe...katuwa nga eh! sympre tuwa din nmn ang daddy @ ang lolo, mas xcited pa ata! ha ha (after check up tawag agad sa phone to check if the baby's OK, my contract na nga ang APO...sila daw mag aalaga!....*/me...oh sure why not!!!...Para sa inyo talaga to honestly! =))


Oh well, I can feel Christmas! s***!!!
I wanted to go home...not this Christmas though but on January....but I can't!!! ='(
Now, I just can't do anything I wish to do...I can't be carefree or careless anymore! (oh being a married woman is like this!...I just realized!).


I wanted to see my family back home...I wanted to see my friends...But my life is different now... my "family" is here...and I just can't leave him alone!!!
( I have to face the fact that "M-Y- L-I-F-E- I-S- D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T- N-O-W!!!")
Oh..I'll miss Tita and her family 'coz I heard they're all coming home....hayyy..../me hinga malalim
(Ayoko na lang isipin kc it makes me sad).

I have may reasons naman to go home...But I have to listen to his reasons as well...so 'yon...
( I wanted to be a "GOOD" wife nman kahit pano...


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And still learning =))


Pasko na!!!!!
And...my wish for christmas???!!!
I bet you know! ....(do you?)

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