*sigh*

I got mixed emotion today....

Happy 'coz I get to see my baby "in my tummy" I got ultrasound today and I got his/her picture with me, and it's facing in front of the "camera" =)
(I don't know yet the gender 'coz it's only 14 weeks and it will not be that visible yet).
hmmm...feeling ko nga kamukha ko eh (thank GOD!)...hehe...katuwa nga eh! sympre tuwa din nmn ang daddy @ ang lolo, mas xcited pa ata! ha ha (after check up tawag agad sa phone to check if the baby's OK, my contract na nga ang APO...sila daw mag aalaga!....*/me...oh sure why not!!!...Para sa inyo talaga to honestly! =))


Oh well, I can feel Christmas! s***!!!
I wanted to go home...not this Christmas though but on January....but I can't!!! ='(
Now, I just can't do anything I wish to do...I can't be carefree or careless anymore! (oh being a married woman is like this!...I just realized!).


I wanted to see my family back home...I wanted to see my friends...But my life is different now... my "family" is here...and I just can't leave him alone!!!
( I have to face the fact that "M-Y- L-I-F-E- I-S- D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T- N-O-W!!!")
Oh..I'll miss Tita and her family 'coz I heard they're all coming home....hayyy..../me hinga malalim
(Ayoko na lang isipin kc it makes me sad).

I have may reasons naman to go home...But I have to listen to his reasons as well...so 'yon...
( I wanted to be a "GOOD" wife nman kahit pano...


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And still learning =))


Pasko na!!!!!
And...my wish for christmas???!!!
I bet you know! ....(do you?)

42 days before Christmas hayyyy...time really flies so fast...MYGULAYYY!!! So many things happened this year for me and nxt year panibago na naman...As in sobrang mababago talaga mundo ko! But I'm pretty excited though.

Oh well
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still I can't hide the fact that I missed my "old, boring, care-free" life. I missed my old friends (as always) esp. my B-friend...I missed us being together...we being care-free and all, esp spending Christmas together (the simbang gabi's...haaaayyy...the Star City or EK trips)! But we can't go back now...WE have separate lives now...I have a new life now and I'm happy with what I have now! I'm happy with my life (and I just wish she is too).

Ok ok it's just the weather...magpapasko na kc eh! I always felt this way tuwing malapit na mag pasko eh....ewan ko nga ba!


Oh well, just heard this Christmas jingle at ito naman ang bagong theme song ko this year!


TULOY NA TULOY PA RIN ANG PASKO

O bakit kaya tuwing Pasko ay
dumarating na
ang bawa’t isa’y para bang
namomroblema
hindi mo alam ang regalong ibibigay
ngayong kay hirap na nitong ating buhay
Meron pa kayang caroling at noche buena
kung tayo naman ay kapos at wala nang pera
nakakahiya kung muling pagtaguan mo
ang ‘yong mga inaanak sa araw ng Pasko.

Ngunit kahit na anong mangyari
ang pag-ibig sana’y maghari
sapat nang si Hesus ang kasama mo
tuloy na tuloy parin ang pasko
Mabuti pa nga ang Pasko noong isang taon
sa ating hapag mayroong keso de bola’t hamon
baka sa gipit, Happy New Year mapo-postpone
at ang hamon ay mauuwi sa bagoong

Ngunit kahit na anong mangyari
ang pag-ibig sana’y maghari
sapat nang si Hesus ang kasama mo
tuloy na tuloy parin ang pasko

Ngunit kahit na anong mangyari
ang pag-ibig sana’y maghari
sapat nang si Hesus ang kasama mo
tuloy na tuloy parin ang pasko

Tuloy na tuloy pa rin (Tuloy na tuloy pa rin)
tuloy na tuloy pa rin (Tuloy na tuloy pa rin)
tuloy na tuloy pa rin ang Pasko
tuloy na tuloy pa rin ang Pasko