Happy yet Sad...waaaa it's driving me mad!!!

Early morning around 5am I read a text from Di (he texted me around 4am ( 9am Phils. time) but, I never heard the msg.alert) and while I was reading it nabuhay talaga dugo ko, I was dead shocked & I'm so worried about him!!!....He said that their Dorm was on FIRE!!! MY GOD!!! I don't know what to do so, I get out of bed and picked up the phone and call him right there and then!!! I dialled his number, but to no luck......argggghhhh ( I got an answer from the "mandarin speaking" operator---sign that the phone is OFF...

His phone is OFF!!! uh-oh..nooooo

F*** he doesn't have his phone with him!!! shiiyeeett!!!!

By the way, he used a different number wala kase syang load, so I thought naki text lang siya to break the BAD news to me....But I was wrong, WALA NA PALA TALAGA yung phone nya...So, I tried to call the number that he used...finally I got to talk to him & THANK GOD...HE'S OK!!! oh well, not so-so OK...but at least he's not hurt or something.

I don't really know exactly what happened...hindi din kase kame nakapag-usap ng matagal he wants to put the phone down na kase. Well, I definitely know the reason why.

And he has this "small" favor for me yet it is soooooo difficult for me to do! oh well, he asked me to tell the news to his family! GOSSSSHHHHHHH...I really don't know how will I ever do that...so I gathered all my strength to do so....JUST FOR HIM!!!

and so I did!!!....

But, lalo na-doble yong worry ko, 'coz I know of course sobrang mag wo-worry sila, I gave them the contact number of his friend though (yung # na ginamit nya pang text). Damn!!!....I worry about him sooo much! I wanted to go there and hug him and tell him that everything will be just fine!!!

I wanted to comfort him but F*** I can't even do anything!!! stupid it is but I felt that I am the helpless one here! GOD!!! It's not only him that I'm thinking....I was thinking about his family (oh yeah I know how are they gonna worry about him!)...I worry about my Best! (oh that's another story)....

*tear*
*sniff sniff*

*sigh*

I LOVE HIM TO DEATH...& I just can't afford to see him sad (oh yeah I cannot see him BUT i can feel him)...Yeah, I know everything will be just fine with him! And he'll be ok soon. Life must go on! And that is where GOD wants him to be right?!

Oh well....what to do???

I'll just hope and pray that he'll get over it soon!