Calling????

System Time 10:30 pm

I'm supposed to be in bed @ this moment...*tulo laway* but because I got a peek to watch the Correspondent ito't dilat na dilat pa din ako. It's about those kids who's suffering and fighting for their life because of their sickness like Biliary Artresia, Cancer, Heart Disease & more. Some died and some still fighting!
It just breaks my heart to see those kids suffer @ a very young age.
And would you believe this...there is this baby who died and his parents can't even afford to buy a coffin for him and they just wrapped him in a blanket...MY GOD!!! nakakaawa talaga!
Somehow I felt guilty inside...what I am doing with all my money buying stuff which I don't really needed when there is this someone who needs help! Na may mga magulang na naghahanap ng paraan kung pano mapapagamot yong mga anak nila! And here I am wasting all my money with nothing!
I wanted to do charity work but I don't know how...where will I start...what kind of help can I give???
I remember when I was a child I really wanted to be part of those charity thing...helping others and stuff, maybe that is the main reason why I took Psychology as a course! but Duhh! di ko man lang na aaply!
Sometimes I think that is my "calling" (helping others) and/or/maybe I was just only ignoring it or something. Di ko lang pansin na AYON na nga siguro yong "PURPOSE" ko dito sa earth! 'Coz sometimes pag nakakanood ako ng mga ganon na gi-guilty talaga ako. Must this be some kind of a calling??? /*me isip*
But I wish someday I can help even in my own little way...GOOD LUCK sa akin! /*me crosses fingers*