New Year's Resolution

here's the list of "some" of my New Year's Resolution:

1. 'Di na magsusungit..well, i'll lessen it (hehehe...Good luck sa akin!)
2. I will learn how to cook SERIOUSLY!!!
3. I will try to budget my money...bibilhin ko lang ang dapat bilhin =0)
4. I'll be more productive...titigilan ko na ang katamaran..hehehe
5. I'll try to lessen my PRIDE */me cross fingers..hehe
6. I'll do what I wanna do...( I only have one chance to do it right?!)
7. I'll say what I wanted to say....I mean like if I have to say sorry or I love you's or I miss you's (Life is too short eh!)
8. I'll try to make everyone around me happy...even in my own simple ways!
9. I'll smile more....I'll frown less =)
10. I will be more patient!!! (I'll try my best aight?! ;)
11. To earn 1M in 2006 (F*** how will I ever do that! hehehe)
12. To finish what I start!
13. Be a health conscious...

Blog Thing...

Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant Garde

You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog.You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head.Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent.You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory

You want to have your cake... and everyone else's.Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too!You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship.You think relationships should be open and free, with few restrictions.

Your Birthdate: September 30

You have the type of personality that people either love or hate.You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken.And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted.Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: March

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Your Personality Profile

You are funky, outdoorsy, and down to earth.While you may not be a total hippie...You're definitely one of the most free spirited people around. You are very impulsive - every day is a new adventure.However, you do put some thought behind all your actions.Still, you do tend to shock and offend people from time to time!

New Year is coming!!!

Almost New Year!!!
2 more days 2go and 2006 na!
Grabeh di ko na namamalayan ang panahon! =)
And bilis talaga!!!!


Well, I'll surely miss 2005....
There's so many good things that happen to me this year...so many blessings and so many granted wishes...And I just can't thank God enough for all the blessings that he has given me! Sometimes iniisip ko nga do I deserved all of these "good" things??? but still wala padin akong makitang answer...ONLY GOD KNOWS right?! I just have to thank him..that's it! No need for questioning and all.

hmmmm...I wonder what's in store for me this 2006...But one thing is for sure....I'll make this year more memorable ( I mean good ones).

Next time I'll post my New Year's Resolution! =)
(I'll think about it first...dapat yung magagawa ko lahat..hehe)

Yipiiiii......

let's count more Seconds...Hours...Days... Months...Years...and Forever!!!!
Happy 7th My Di =)

Love you Alot!!!




oh well....
Got my salary today /*talon-talon yipiiii
The only day that I've been waiting for! =) PAY DAY...ayan gaganahan na ulit akong mag work, hehehe
by the way....Thank You LORD for all the blessings.

3 more days na lang pala NEW YEAR na.....Let's all welcome 2006 with a smile =) and a fresh, clean start!!!

Pahabol uli...

I got to this site by accident and I find it cool & interesting.... =) Talk about babies...ehehehe

personalbabychart

So if you want a baby boy or a baby girl GO try this one! Good luck =)

I will hehehe *wink*

Best Christmas Gift Ever!!!!

System time 2:30 pm

I've got Mail (snail mail) our teaboy handed it to me with a big smile on his face "it's for you Madam"... (actually the last letter on his hand)
It was in a red envelop and it was FROM My Di!!! I almost forgot that I've been expecting letter or whatever from him! And so, I was shocked/surprise and "kilig" at the same time /*me up to now kilig padin hihihi.

Nalimutan ko na nga mag-trabaho e...hehe I just read his letter over and over again...and eto pa...I noticed that his hand writting is better than mine!!! hehe cool huh?! I really love his hand writting, in fairness ha! =) di ko expect na maganda pala handwritting nya =) I thought it was like "kinalahig ng manok" style. Mostly kase diba guys would write like that.
But of course it's not really the hand writting that has caught me...it was the letter itself...ung nakasulat (and take note, it was written in a piece of (4) tissue paper) AND love the pictures as well (yipi my panakot nako sa daga! joke!)!!!/*me ngiti abot hanggang tenga!

System time 4:30pm

Just now I realized na sa kanya lang talaga ko kinikilig...I don't know why?! But it's more than just the "kilig" , It's more of LOVE...I know.
Yeah, I can differentiate "kilig" from "love"... =)

oh well....here's a sneak peek....















System time 6:04pm

Pahabol lang...
I texted him...and I told him na pag pina-iyak nya ko my "tissue" nkong gagamtin...bwahaha


Love you My Di...this was the best Christmas for me ever!!!
Thanks for the letter & pics ... (your first ever letter to me... appreciate your effort BIGTIME!!!) =)

Almost Christmas!

I miss home...
I miss my mom...
I miss my friends...
I miss the kids...My inaanaks...
I miss the food...esp. yong mga handa...
I missed it all!!!
I just can't help myself but cry...
Maybe I'll never get used to it... */me iyak na naman ='(

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System time 1:37pm

bwahaha napatawa ako ng mommy ko in fairness ha! she ask me to buy this stuff...

I don't really actually know kung ano ang tawag jan? "chinese lantern" ba tawag jan???

Oh well, she ask me to buy this stuff para pag nag-asawa daw ako, ako daw "LUCKY WIFE" bwahahaha.

Based sa movie na "Ako Legal Wife" nila Zha-Zha Padilla!!!

Napaisip tuloy ako..hehe kaya ba nya ko pinabili neto e para maging "lucky" ako???

Un lang...

laters uli....

Emote-Emote Ngayong Pasko

I miss him so bad!
Four (4) days to go before Christmas and demmit here I am all alone! *tear*
I wanted to spend my time with him this christmas, I wonder how it feels to have him! For the first time in my life na separate ko din ang sarili ko sa mga SMaC as in Samahang Malalamig ang Christmas /*me palakpak.

Though we're miles away or should I say OCEANS away from each other somehow I still feel na I'm not alone /* waaaaa ang gulo noh?! alone pero somehow hindi....grrr ako din nalito e...hehe

Sana makasama ko na siya talaga!!!

kanta muna ko...

He's all I want
just for me underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa, that's my only wish this year...


SANTA! I really miss him so bad!!!

Teka lista muna ko ng wishlist ko this Christmas....

1. My Di /*me hinga malalim...while daydreaming...
2. i Jam or i Mate
3. Digi Cam...the latest one
4. NEW i Pod (I have 6 GB though but I want the one with camera) /*me sapak sa srili sabay sigaw maluho!!!
5. A condo unit...hehe (wish lang naman)
6. A 2 door car, yellow color, convertible...my gasss!!! taas ng dream ko hehe
7. Good health for me and my love ones.
8. Happiness
9. Contentment in life.
10. Peace of mind.
11. Strength!!! (importante to ^_^)
12. Tumagal sa work ang Dad ko @ ako (importante din to sobra!!!)
13. Na sana maging ok lahat ang mangyayari sakin. /*me cross finger
14. That my "Best"( my one & only true friend) would be happy and OK.
15. That my Di would love me forever and that he wouldn't give up on me easily.

Top reasons why I don't cook!

10. Di talaga ako marunong mag luto */me ulit lang number 9 hehe

9. Di talaga ko marunong mag luto...

8. I hate seeing the "tira" (as in left-over) ...it would take years kase para maubos lang @_@

7. I'm just wasting food /*me tapon pag palpak (siyet nakakaguilty e).

6. Maybe cooking is not really my thing!

5. Naiinip ako kakahintay kung luto na ba or what.

4. I hate the "talsik" of mantika when frying!

3. Di ako marunong magtancha or I can't get the right taste.../*me dura pag di masarap...hehehe

2. I hate it when I heard somebody's saying do this, do that, that's not the way it is...blah blah */me nagmamarunong kase!

1. My parents (yeah just my parent ok!) don't appreciate my cooking & they even nag at me /*mom or dad, ang dami mong niluto masasayang lang to...ang alat..ang tabang..bakit ang daming sabaw...etc... /*me hinga malalim /*me nasasarapan naman sa luto ko (buhat bangko..hehe)

Calling????

System Time 10:30 pm

I'm supposed to be in bed @ this moment...*tulo laway* but because I got a peek to watch the Correspondent ito't dilat na dilat pa din ako. It's about those kids who's suffering and fighting for their life because of their sickness like Biliary Artresia, Cancer, Heart Disease & more. Some died and some still fighting!
It just breaks my heart to see those kids suffer @ a very young age.
And would you believe this...there is this baby who died and his parents can't even afford to buy a coffin for him and they just wrapped him in a blanket...MY GOD!!! nakakaawa talaga!
Somehow I felt guilty inside...what I am doing with all my money buying stuff which I don't really needed when there is this someone who needs help! Na may mga magulang na naghahanap ng paraan kung pano mapapagamot yong mga anak nila! And here I am wasting all my money with nothing!
I wanted to do charity work but I don't know how...where will I start...what kind of help can I give???
I remember when I was a child I really wanted to be part of those charity thing...helping others and stuff, maybe that is the main reason why I took Psychology as a course! but Duhh! di ko man lang na aaply!
Sometimes I think that is my "calling" (helping others) and/or/maybe I was just only ignoring it or something. Di ko lang pansin na AYON na nga siguro yong "PURPOSE" ko dito sa earth! 'Coz sometimes pag nakakanood ako ng mga ganon na gi-guilty talaga ako. Must this be some kind of a calling??? /*me isip*
But I wish someday I can help even in my own little way...GOOD LUCK sa akin! /*me crosses fingers*

Arghhh....

I can't deny it I miss you...

I miss being with you...

I miss being myself when I'm with you....

I miss laughing with you...

I miss fighting with you over small things...

I miss you nagging me...

I miss US...

I miss being "crazy" when we're together...

I miss our silence over the phone...

I miss us holding hands...

I miss our sleep overs...

I miss us being awake until the break of dawn...

I miss us searching for a falling stars...

It's just driving me mad...I so terribly missing you!!!

Christmas Emo

16 days to go and it's CHRISTMAS!!! ang bilis talaga ng panahon!!! But my thought of christmas never changes!!! But this time I'm sooooo sad...dammit!!!

reasons?....

1st, I'm not in the Phillippines...which I missed the most! kakaiba talaga kase paskong pinas!!!
2nd, I can't even go to simbang gabi for 9 straight days with my bestfriend! And I missed her too...
3rd, My mom is in the Philippines (I'm with my Dad though) but he'll be at work on Christmas day! meaning I'll be alone on Christmas!!! uh-oh
4th, I missed my relatives & friends... and inaanak(s) and lastly...
I don't have my Di with me (supposed to be our 1st christmas together) *sigh*

oh well....I missed shopping and buying gifts for all of them!

Anyway, I heard this song entitled "CHRISTMAS ALL OVER THE WORLD"and lalo tuloy ako na sad...but i love the lyrics though... here it goes:

Christmas All Over The World
(Sheena Easton)

All my life, I've tried to do what's right.
First star I see tonight, make my wish come true.
Why can't we join hands around one tree? Let live and let it be.
Make Christmas last forever.
When Santa's flying in his magic sleigh,
Goes all around the world in just a day.
From the North Pole to the Southern tip,
He makes his trip with love to give away. Hear him say,

"It's Christmas, all over the world tonight.
It's Christmas, all over the world."

All my life, I learned if I was good, and did everything I should,
my dreams would all come true.
I can see a special time when we join hands around one tree,
And make Christmas lasts forever.
When Santa's flying in his magic sleigh,
Goes all around the world in just a day.
From the North Pole to the Southern tip, He makes his trip with love to give away.
Hear him say,

"It's Christmas, all over the world tonight. It's Christmas, all over the world."

Got THIS site while I was bloghopping...It's sooo freaky........try it and lemme know what happen ok? ...Talk about hassle!!! hehe...
So there...Good Luck!!!

I SWEAR...

When I say I love you I really do…
But words are not enough to show you how much.
When I say I care, I’m willing to do anything just for you…

You know I never meant to love you this way….not the way that I wanted to.
I never thought I will fell so deeply in love with you….despite of all the things that we’ve been through.
Despite of all the hurt that you’ve put me through.
Every second now I’m falling for you….more than I ever felt for you before.
I can’t control my feelings now…And this foolishness of mine.
All I know is that I’m willing to take the risk, just to be with you for the rest of my life.

I just can’t let this time pass by; I know I just can’t go on without your love.
All I wanted to do is to be by your side for the rest of my life.

27 Things You Oughta Know about Me:

1. I love watching cartoon... never get tired and bored watching it.
2. I hate Cockroaches!!!
3. I can stay infront of my PC for like forever...downloading...bloghopping...friendster...myspace....etc.
4. I can't sleep without my pillows (max 3) & my comforter.
5. When I'm using electricfan, I don't like the air blowing on my face...I want it on my legs & feet only...
6. I don't know how to cook!!! argghhhh...but i'm willing to learn thou....And trying...
7. I want my bedsheet color coordinated....
8. Thou I look though outside, deep down inside I am not...
9. I am "masunget" & stubborn....I'm such a care-free, happy-go-lucky person! (self-confessed)...a brat at times or should I say most of the times!
10. I don't get mad....I get even!
11. I love curling my eyelashes...hihihi.. I always use Chap Stick or Neutrogena lipgloss.
12. I don't go out without a spray of perfume or a spash of cologne!
13. I love pictures!.....I love photography (not a professional thou...)
14. I feel naked without accessories....earings, bracelet,rings, watch, necklace...
15. I am a "street kid" ....name every game and you bet!.... I even know how to drive a bike..HANDS FREE! and I'm also good @ climbing walls... like Spiderman...hehe kiddin'
16. When sittin' on "My Throne"....(hehehe gross huh?!) I have to read something...(that's the reason why I have books)...I only read when "mother nature calls"....bwahahaha
17. I am a mall rat....
18. I still love stuff toys up to now! I collect Happy Meal Toys too!!!
19. I hate being ignore when I'm talking...so better listen to me ok?!
20. A text addict--- I can type even if my eyes were closed.
21. Sometimes I like to be alone...and not talking to someone the wholeday! (not unless you talk to me of course).
22. I always mimic things...hehe (whatever that means!) 'coz sometimes people thought I was talking to them...even if I am not.
23. I get easily irritated over simple things (yeah, my patience is way tooooo short).
24. I am "Physical/Brutal" if I am tooooooo happy...
25. I am a Libran...
26. I cannot live without MUSIC!!! music is mylife (not a musician or whatever thou).
27. I'm so in-love with "My Di"....He's my H2B!

10 Things I LOVE about HIM & HER....

HE

1. ...makes me feel special in his own little way.
2. …accepts me as I am…And makes me feel that everything is going to be just fine.
3. …cares for me And gets mad when I don’t listen & bein’ a bit stubborn.
4. …is In love with me.
5. …is willing to give “himself” and his “whole heart” to me.
6. …is trying to give up his pride for me!
7. …listens to me.
8. …is mad with the people who messed with me.
9. …is willing to get drunk with me.
10. …wanted to spend his life with me.

SHE

1. …makes me feel EXTRA special.
2. …accepts EVERYTHING in me, when I say everything as in everything.
3. …cares for me a lot. And hit me when I don’t listen.
4. …fell deeply In love with me.
5. …always gives me something sweet...even if there's no special occasion.
6. …gave up her pride for me.
7. …listened & cry with me
8. …hated the people who gives a f**k.
9. …drinks with me when I felt bad.
10. …can’t live without me…(& I think that is sweet.)

Naiisip kita…ano na kayang gingawa mo ngaun? Kumusta ka na kya? Mahigit isang linggo n din taung di nagka-kausap o nagku-kumustahan man lang! Wow...ang galing na kaya mo na....Ano bang tumatakbo dyan sa utak mo ngaun? masaya ka ba nman???....Sana nga. (?)
Minsan naiisip ko bkit kailangang umabot tayo sa ganito…bakit kailangang may lumayo??? Sapat na bang dahilan ang sakit n nararamdaman mo?! Itatapon mo na lang ba ng ganun ang lahat ng iyon (alam mo n kung ano un).
Na mi2ss n kasi kta....parang hindi ako sanay ng wala ka...sa totoo lang pinagbibigyan lang nman kita. Pero anong mgagawa ko e pinili mo yan…kung ipipilit ko pa ang gusto ko e di masyado naman ng nkakahiya diba.
Kumakain ka kaya??? Nakaka-ilang yosi ka na kaya? Sana ka jammin’ pa din kta. Parang ang bagal ng panahon nung araw n umiwas ka...ay e1 ko ba. Mahal naman kita bkit ba ayaw mong maniwala? Dahil ba my mahal PA akong iba??? Minsan napaisip ako dyan sa ganyan….dapat ba 1 lang ang minamahal o dapat ba DAHIL mahal ka nya mag-stick ka sa kanya??? Hay ang labo non!!! O slow lang ba kong talaga?!

What is your Blood type???

TYPE A:
positive: law-abiding, honest, neat, diligent,orderly,methodical, fashionable, steady, loyal

negative: selfish, secretive, picky, soft-spoken, pessimistic, inflexible, gossip, boorishdrunk


TYPE B: B+ to be specific...

positive: outgoing, original, adventurous, optimistic,independent, flexible, candid, persuasive,passionate

negative: fickle, unpredictable, indiscreet, overbeaing, impatient, lazy


hmmm....kya pla nsa dugo pla talaga!!! now i understand! ^_^


TYPE O:

positive: healthy, durable, resolute, emotional, enthusiastic, athletic, sexy, goal-oriented,clear-sighted

negative: status-seeking, insecure, workaholic, shy,idealistic, unreliable, greedy, jealous,obsessive lover, incessant talker


TYPE AB:

positive: diplomatic, rational, sociable, sensitive,honest, organized, strong

negative: proud, discriminating, easily offended, calculating, playboy/girl, nitpicker, veryconservative, hard to know