Aleck 'D Girl! in PBB

ah...I know this is no new anymore..but I just wanna post it anyways... =)

I really admire lang kase Aleck Bovick...Ang TAPANG nya MAG PA SHAVE as in shave ng kanyang hair! in leiu of Ph 100,000! kahit na dibuh! Ako, I don't really actually know If i can ever do that! hehe...

And we all know that she's a "BI" pero kahit na dibuh?! err..... kung may big "C" pa cguro ok lng, kc may excuse bat kalbo..haha whatever!

Oh well, here she is "BEFORE":




inside the PBB House








And here she is NOW!






Back view

















Front View....









Sorry about the pics...it's not that clear! hehe,,, I just used my camera phone eh...

So un lang...

Sabi Mo, Sabi Ko

SABI MO....

> Sabi mo 'di mo ipapa-feel sakin yung sakit na pinapa-feel ko sa'yo...er...Bakit may nafe-feel ko?

> Sabi mo TANGA ka...eh TANGA din ako eh?

> Sabi mo lagi ka lang nanjan sa tabi ko...eh bakit parang lumalayo ka na ata?

SABI KO...

> Sabi ko ikaw yong huling taong sasaktan ko...pero ba't parang parating ako yung unang nakakasakit sayo?

> Sabi ko di kita iiwan, di tayo maghihiwalay...pero ano 'tong ginagawa ko pala?

> Sabi ko di ako susuko...AT PAG SINABI KO SINABI KO?! yon na yon!

CD

I was browsing through my CD collection and this one captured my attention....














I have burned this one for my so-called "special someone" that time ... and yeah it was a long time ago! ...
I just never got a chance to give it to him for some reason.

All the songs on it tells everything... tells every bit of my feeling for him!

I'm currently listening to it now! and it brings up so much memories again! Some are happy, some are sad, but over all, I was happy...He made me feel it. He made me feel loved. And I'm thankful that he became a part of me somehow...no bitterness for him at all! ;c)

This CD i've made is supposed to be my token of appreciation for him.

Oh GOD I'm talking nonsense again!!! =)
Honestly, he's not he only person na binigyan ko ng CD or cassette tape!!! er....I gave one to those who are dear to me...And sinasabi ko yung feelings ko thru music! that's just it!

You see I'm not a very vocal person...but thru music I can be vocal...er whatever!

(talking nonsense really!)

And OK past is past...I don't have to go back again I know...But I guess I still have too...I guess I'll continue coming back over and over again!

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"coz whenever I hear those music there's no stoping on coming back on those days!


ahhhhhhhhhh may sense ba 'tong mga sinasabi ko...hehe

Paalam Na...

Currently singing:

Nais ko lang malaman mo
Laman ng aking puso
Baka di na mabigyan ng ibang pagkakataon
Na sabihin ito sa `yo
Di ko ito ginusto
Na tayo'y magkalayo
Nguni't di magkasundo
Damdamin laging `di magtagpo
ohh
Paalam na aking mahal
Kay hirap sabihin
Paalam na aking mahal
Masakit isipin na kahit nagmamahalan pa
Puso't isipa'y magkaiba
Maaring `di lang laan sa isa't isa
Sana'y huwag mong isipin
Na pag-ibig ko'y di tunay
Dahil sa `yo lang nadama
Ang isang pag-ibig na walang kapantay
Nguni't masasaktan lang ang puso ang pagbibigyan
Kahit pamamaalam ang siyang bulong ng isipan
Paalam na aking mahal
Kay hirap sabihin
Paalam na aking mahal
Masakit isipin na kahit nagmamahalan pa
Puso't isipa'y magkaiba
Maaring `di lang laan sa isa't isa
Darating sa buhay mo
Pag-ibig na laan sa `yo
At mamahalin ka niya
Nang higit sa maibibigay ko
wohhhh
Paalam na aking mahal
Kay hirap sabihin
Paalam na aking mahal
Masakit isipin na kahit nagmamahalan pa
Puso't isipa'y magkaiba
Maaring `di lang laan sa isa't isa


oh...I guess this is it...*/me hinga malalim----pikit---isip
I'm sorry if I've caused you so much pain...I never meant to...
this is torture for me too!!!
I never wanted this to happen...but...*/ me hinga uli malalim...haayyy
All I can say "for now" is SORRY...though I know it's just nonsense.
sorry can't do anything to ease your pain....but still, just want you to know on how sorry I am.
I wanna let you know that "on my part" nothing will change.

Guilt Trip

hayyyy....why do I feel guilty...I mean with regards to my "wedding preps"
Our money will not just go to waste right? And If I really wanted my dream wedding then I have to spend buckets of money right?
but why oh why do I feel like this?! hmmmm*isip*

I'm Getting Married!!!!

Yeah I'm really getting married...hard to believe???...but yes I AM! a big big F.I.N.A.L.L.Y. =)
(even I cannot believe it...hahaha)

yah we've planned it like 2-3 months ago...and up to now we haven't started anything yet! OMG!
I don't know if what I am feeling is called "wedding jitter"...or I'm just pressured or I don't know...arrrggghhh...

I am bit excited though...and it just amazes me whenever I search for "wedding thingy" on the internet...awww...I can't believe I'm actually searching those stuffs!

But oh yeah it's kindda hard on our side 'coz we are not the one who's actually doing the planning...I mean we have a delegate though...his sis..hehe... And all I can do now is search the internet....look for the stuffs, contact details, and whatever and pass everything to his sis...difficult?! VERY!

I never realized that wedding prep is so so hard as this...or maybe more than hard...tough???...oh whatever!

And yeah it will gonna happen a few months from now! MY GOD!!!!!!!

And there's so much more to think about and I cant' think of any right now, hehe...Even getting or choosing you sponsors are so tough! really!

Good thing is he has a very helpful sis...and I owe her a lot big time! =)

Oh well, Sometimes I just can't help but cry....hahaha...really!

Reasons:

1. We haven't prepared any yet! (not even ONE)
2. 'coz we're into a really thight budget...when I mean THIGHT as in thight! haha ( that makes it more difficult)
3. Still tears of joy....hehe
4. 'coz I'm wondering about the 2 of us doing the preps (which is impossible to do now...and yeah I'm missing him so bad!)
5. All of the things I wanted is so so so expensive ( reason # 2).
6. No list of participants yet!
7. Still not sure If Chuch or Civil wedding....errrrrr

ok ok ok....do I make any sense now??? errr guess not!
well, I'm just releasing my "jitterness" here....hahahaha
I'll release some more later!

awwwww......I so f_c_in' missin' you!!! huhu ='(
I know I shouldn't be lonely... *sigh*

but I am...

arrggghhh....I really wanted to be with you!


I love you so much & I miss you so so so bad!

Happy V-Day to All!!!

Pito

Seven things you plan to do before you die:

01. Travel all over the world with my loved ones.
02. Do charity works.
03. Meet the people who I haven't seen in centuries (i.e. ex friends...ex bf's...)
04. Scuba diving.
05. paint...draw
06. Say sorry.
07. Be on stage, movie, tv, wherever.


Seven things that scare you:

01. Cockroaches.
02. Interviews.
03. Sudden death of a loved ones.
04. Massacre, Rape.
05. Earthquakes.
06. End up bein' alone.
07. End of the World.

Seven things you like the most:

01. Ice cream.
02. Mountains, trees, flowers. the greens, beach, falls... all about nature.
03. Winter.
04. Gadgets (i.e. CP,PC, Ipod)
05. Going out of town.
06. Gimmiks with Best.
07. Long drive trip...Joyrides.

Seven important things in your study room:

01. Computer
02. Radio
03. Ballpens.
04. Papers.
05. Books, Dictionary.
06. Water.
07. Stabilo's

Seven random facts about you:

01. Whenever I laugh hard there's this sound like of a pig, or hiccups or whatever, hahaha
02. I love the rain.
03. I love picture takings, I love posing...hehe
04. I only have 1 close male friend.
05. I'm a hard drinker...I love Tequila!
06. I still collect toys...esp. from Happy Meals...hehe
07. I'm a text addict...I can type even if my eyes were close!

Seven things you can do:

01. I can still bend my body, backwards..Di ko lam tawag eh..

02. Stay up all night in front of PC.
03. Go home even if I'm drunk. */lasengga talaga...hehe
04. Move on after past hurts.
05. Finish a gallon of ice cream in one day, or should I say in one sitting....hehe
06. Laugh/Smile even if I'm hurtin' */awwwwww
07. Pretend I'm happy.

Seven things you can't do:

01. Steal someone's lover.
02. Cook */eeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr
03. Show-off.
04. Get naked infront of somebody!
05. Sleep with somebody that I don't love.
06. Go out on a date with the people I barely know.
07. Control my anger... (but oh yeah I'm learning...haha)

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex: (or seven things i like)

01. Character.
02. Sense of Humor.
03. Personality.
04. Sense of responsibility.
05. Sense of fashion.
06. Sense of security and confidence.
07. Politeness.

Seven things you say the most:

01. Di nga?!...ok fine!
02. Weehh?! Patawa to oh!
03. Really?!
04. Talaga lang huh?!
05. Ingat lagi.
06. Hi, Hello.
07. Musta?



arggghhh, in fairness ha hirap mag-isip...hehe...ok laters...I'm sleepy na eh...

This is the day...

And the day came..........


The day that I consider na "Pamamanhikan" .... uhhhmmmmm, without US though!
PARENTS to PARENTS ba...hehe (katakot)

Honestly, I don't really know how to react, what to feel, what to say...This is just so overwhelming!!!
Eventhough We were not there on that supposed to be "special moment" with our loving parents,
Na feel ko pa rin yung pressure...ahaha but nonetheless the happiness is over flowing sobra *kilig kilig*
I am happy that I finally found that man who am I gonna marry.... whoooooaaaaa :c)
(or should I say...sa wakas napansin na din nya ko....nyahahaha)
I just hope he's happy for finding me as well...hehehe */me cross lahat ng fingers ko pati daliri sa paa* haha


Ok so this is just the beginning of it all! and now it's really...really...official....yipiiii

and I'm having "Wedding Jitters" as early as NOW! hmmmm...GOOD LUCK na lang!